random updates...

random#1 -- it is going to cost about $1000 bucks to fix my truck. That is to fix the a/c and the gas gauge. Uhmmm....yeah I have lasted this long with out either, I can deal with it.

random#2 -- i think it is time to retire poor James (my truck) with all the miles he has on him and things wrong with him.

random#3 -- I really want to buy a chevy HHR. They are funky looking, but damn I think they are cute. It has personality. It is actually the first car ever that I actually have a real opinion on getting. I have my mind set on it.

random#4 -- We want to buy another house after we get our credit back in order.

random#5 -- as much as I want to go to the party on saturday and camping next week. I at the same time really dont. I am getting worn out and am about to snap.

random#6 -- i really need to get to working on my "100 things about me" post. Do you know how hard it is to come up with 100 things about yourself?? its hard!

planning for nothing

I need a weekend to do nothing. Just sit around and maybe read, or watch DVD's. Get some laundry done. But really...do NOTHING! I am beat. I am tired of playing social planner for people. I am tired of commiting myself to things. I like to do things spur of the moment. I hate to plan things. Because if I plan for something and it doesnt go according to plan I get upset. So that is why I do alot of things on the fly. That way I dont get too upset. It works.

So after the next two weekends I am taking a break. I need me time. If something comes up that I cant turn down I will do it. But I am not planning ANYTHING! I am too worn out from trying to keep everyone else happy. Its time to concentrate on me. :) Im being selfish....I am allowed too every once in a while. Everyone else is.

back at work...

and not much to say. lol. well i have lots to say...but really dont want to put some of it out here on my blog. It just wouldnt be right.

Anyways...went to disneyland, had a blast. Rode the rides, sang the songs, played with the characters and then came home. I am still trying to recover...but that is mostly because once I got home I have been on the go. I seriously need a vacation just to do nothing. I am getting tired of playing social butterfly. I need some ME time and not have to worry about everyone else. This is starting to wear on me....but ya know what...thats a whole nother post for another day.....

what I wanted to say....

but just couldnt get it out there as well as he could. I am sending you to my friend Mike's page. I love his writing. So awesome, I get sucked in. So get yourself a snack, something to drink and read on....

http://michaeloconnell.com/blog/2008/06/waitwe-actually-did-get-cheated.html

stoopid NBA refs!!

Back story...it was round 3 in the west coast NBA finals, it was game 6, if we had won this game we would have gone to the actual championship (and probably would have won!!) But the calls were just wrong!! WRONG WRONG WRONG!! The refs were all in favor of the beloved "Lakers" instead of the underdawg "Kings". But they stood by their factor that they had called the game fairly. Fair?!?! Yeah fair as my fat white ass!! That game was call all in favor of those damn Lakers!! Here is a news story from after that game.

http://www.sacbee.com/351/story/1004320.html

I still get upset to this day. It wasnt fair. Then yesterday....this news story came out:

http://www.sacbee.com/100/story/1004361.html

Ahhh wha?? Squeeze me baking powder?!?! You mean it actually WAS rigged?!?! You mean all this time of me (and a whole lotta other Kings fans) saying that that game was rigged and not called right is actually true?!?! The reffs were actually crooked jerks!! Its about freakin time!! I really wish that we could rewind time and go back to that game knowing what we do today with how crooked they were and see who wins. Plus I miss my team from back then. *sigh* The bench mob, Webber, Bibby, Valde, Peja!! I miss them.

Also it figures the only reason he would even admit to that is to try and get a lighter jail sentence after he admitted to gambling on basketball games. Freakin lame ass idiot!

and then it was single digits...

the count down is ON. 6 more days!! 6 more LOOOONG (hopefully they will go fast) days til we will be in disneyland!!

This is going to be a big ol family vacation too. My family of 4, my sisters family of 4 and then my parents, a total of 10 of us! And the best part is....my husband is getting excited about it!! I told him today that I was thinking about getting on the road at about 5ish for our trip...he was like NO! It is tradition for us to leave way early so we can get the WHOLE day at the parks. We cant break tradition!!! (it was kinda cute, i could alsmost hear him stomping his foot....lol)

Lets hope this week goes by fast!!

I want to spork the eyes out...

of the people who tYpe LIkE tHIs!!

Seriously!! Why do they find the need to type like that? Do they think they are cool? Do they think they are showin off their mad gamer speak with typing like that?? Uhm...the last time I checked gamer speak is where you add any kind of symbol to the word...like for example Sarah would be $ar@h. I know I am not the greatest with my grammar....I will drop off a ' here and there when I type out dont and wont and stuff. But to me that is not as bad as TYpinG liKe tHIs.

Gaaaah!! You are freakin 33 years old...start typing like it!!

a free weekend....what's that??

I have not had a "free" weekend since April. Seriously. I am worn out!!

It started in May:

• 2nd ~ a coworkers suprise birthday party
• 3rd ~ nieces birthday party in the AM
• 3rd ~ cinco de mayo party with the inlaws in the PM
• 4th ~ nephews birthday party in the AM
• 4th ~ a friends birthday dinner in the PM
• 11th ~ mothers day
• 17th ~ bunko
• 23-26th ~ camping
• 30th ~ sex and the city movie and dinner outing
• 31th ~ friends birthday dinner and game night

now on to June:

• 1st ~ Mrs. F's oldests birthday party
• 6th(tomorrow) ~ friends birthday outting to the bar
• 7th(saturday) ~ adult toy party
• 14th ~ get rental car and bunko
• 15th ~ leave for disneyland
• 21st ~ bossman's birthday outting
• 22nd~ other nephews birthday party

I think my next free weekend isnt until the end of this month!! And even then that could be changed between now and then.

Uhmmm calgon take me away.....Please?!?!

an update to my previous entry...

who knew that my crack cell phone addiction would pay off. lol.

I guess the fact that I actually turned around to go back home this morning to get my crack cell phone when I was already half way to my mom's house paid off.

I don't know why but for some reason I had this gut feeling that I was going to get an important phone call today. So I needed to have it just in case....I figured my gut was wrong...my gut is always wrong, but you can never know.

Well my gut was actually right today. I did get an important phone call. It was pretty ironic too. I had just deleted my friends phone number from my phone because it was disconnected. *sigh* And I figured I wouldn't be hearing from him anytime soon. So right after I deleted the number and set the phone down on my desk I got an incomming phone call from a "private" number, and knowing that my parents have their number blocked I thought it was them. I answered it, and the person on the other line wasnt either of my parents...it was my dear friend who's phone number I just deleted!! Uhmmm...ironic much?? lol!

I am such a sad sad SAAAAD soul....

*hangs head in shame*

This morning on my way dropping off my youngest child I realized that I had forgotten my "lifeline" at home. (lifeline ='ing my cell phone) I went into almost immediate panic!! I was like NOOOO I cant be with out a cell phone! What if I miss an important text or call?!?! (since I still haven't heard from my friend, where or where can he be?) What if this? or What if that?!?!

I was in panic mode!! So I actually turned around and went back home just to get my cell phone. Something that I really dont need to have to survive. But I needed it. Haaad to have it! I swear this freakin cell phone is like crack to me. Hell it doesnt even do anything cool like Mrs. F's does...I mean her's actually will send your email to your phone!! Could you imagine if I had a phone like that?? Yeeeks!

Stalk much?

I feel like such a stalker!! Why must they make stuff on the internet so easy to find? I mean seriously! Did you know that you can find out how much your old house sold, or if someone is in jail...

yeah....if a lot of time goes by and I havent heard from one of my dear friends I am up over on sacsheriff.com checkin to see if his ass is in jail. *sigh* It makes me feel like such a stalker!! I am so bad. Oh and if he is in fact in jail...I will check the damn site daily to see if anything new has happend, like was he moved, was his release date pushed up, pushed back...blah blah blah.

I wonder if they offer a 12 step program on how to stop being a stalker....