crap! the time is here!!

well not really...more like in 14 or so hours. *cry* *cry* *cry*

So come 14 (or so) hours from now I will become the dreaded 3-0.

I have gone thru a few reactions to this age....happy, sad, denial, acceptance, denial again....why is it 30 is such a huge milestone?? why is it so hard for some people?? For me it seems like a huge mile stone I am crossing. I mean yeah I have done a lot of stuff in the years leading up to 30. Married, have kids, have a house....stuff people normally do....but why is it 30 seems like you are closing an era of your life?? Its like ok your 30 now...you need to grow up and act your age. The 20's are over and done...no more acting like a youngin.

Yeah I'll tell you right now that isnt the way I plan on spending my 30's....ya know acting like an adult. I want to spend it having fun...doing alot of stuff that I wasnt able to get done in my 20's because I couldnt afford it. I want to go to Vegas, I want to go to Disney World, I want to go to New York and see an actual Broadway play. I have stuff I want to do....and plan to do so before I tunr 40!! I've got 10 years...I can do it. Who's with me on this??

OK...Im off to enjoy the last day of my 20's....maybe I should do something totally wild today...like totally unexpected. hmmmmm. lol

pass me the slacker award!!

because this girl is seriously slackin on here!! Oy! Im sorry blog! Please forgive me. Lemme ponder here....are there any updates....there are some but some I really dont want to have out here in blog land because its personal. And you just have to deal with that.

Now on to fun stuff.

This past friday my friend Mo and I had a "no plans" night. Which technically is a "plan"...but we pretty much went with the flow and didnt really commit to much.... So we started out our night at a local park sippin beer. So hott huh? It was just one can. We figured after the past few weeks we went thru we deserved it. Anyways. From there we decided to go get something to eat. And let me just say whom ever decided to put peanut butter on a hamburger....yeah I will always love you!! The best every!! It sounds disturbing....but oh so good! And then from there we decided to go by a high school football game. (I was doing it for a friend...I swear we dont spend our friday nights going to high school football games trying to re-live old memories...) So we go to the game, get ourselves some cotton candy, and stay for about.....10 minutes...if that. As we stood there in the back of the bleachers and we saw how TINY the kids were on the team and the years that were on the backs of the cheerleaders outfits we realized we were too old for this and promptly left. (Im talkin year of '12!! '12!!! ugh I feel old! Thats like 4 years away from my own 20 year reunion!!!) We then decided to meet up with this guy she had been talking to from myspace. OK....what the heck...they always say that if you are going to meet up with someone from the internet to bring someone along...(words that I didnt listen to 11 years prior....wow has the internet been around that long!!!!!) So I was going whether I liked it or not. So we get directions and go to pick the guy up. We get there, and he's outside waiting for us. As he is walking up to the car I am like OH MY GOD!! I know you!!! (poor guy he had the look like WTF did I just walk into!?!?) Turns out tho....yup....I knew him!! lol! We actually had gone to elementary school together. Small world....yes!! And at least it was an ice breaker. lol!!

And so....well that was my night friday night. Saturday we spent it watching movies. And sunday watching tv.

OK...I promise I wont slack as much on here. pinky swear.